Saturday, September 3, 2011

Wish me luck!

So I stayed the same weight. I caved and had some m&ms last night and popcorn. Oh well.


I am wearing this today I think. Maybe tomorrow. Oh and I added a long pearl necklace.


not sure how to flip it...

love you all!! have a wonderful weekend!!

Friday, September 2, 2011

A good day for a day out

I am proud of myself for eating well while eating out. 
Breakfast: coffee and oatmeal: 120
Lunch: some pita with hummus, tzatziki, salad, tabouleh (no couscous): 175 
Dinner: i am about to make a big veggie only salad for 85 cals max
TOTAL: 380
Skinny girls on the street






So... Lunch was at that mediterranean place. I met my best friend there who I hadn't really seen in a week... and I swear she lost weight too. I mean last time we went drinking she asked me how to get rid of the fat on her thighs and I was drunk and blurted out "I just don't eat" and I kind of think maybe she listened? not sure but the loss was definitely noticeable. we are the same height and i think she ways the same as me now. we are like pale twins except she had more freckles and dark hair. ok sorry for the ramble but I couldn't get myself the courage to ask her about it because i didn't want to talk about mine... 
Maybe i will ask her next time i see her... she is watching my dog this weekend so i need to make sure i remember to erase my internet history... 


To all of you lovelies you comment on this blog!! I never could have imagined I would get so many comments! I hope I manage to comment back! I really try! I know how much the comments mean to us! We need to stay strong and skinny! And we WILL help each other out! 
I love you all!!!
<3

Reality?

I am beginning to wonder if this is real. Am I really 110? It is hard to believe. I don't feel like I am underweight. Granted it's only a pound underweight. Still... I found myself questioning reality this morning while I was walking the dog. It may seem weird but my favorite time of the day is sunrise. It means the start of a potentially great day and I love the crispness of it. I hope it is real. I don't want to wake up and find out I was dreaming all of this. I don't want to wake up and see that I really am more like 125 again. It is a weird feeling right now.




So last night I managed not to eat after 6:30. That is really impressive for me because I usually have something at night like a little piece of chocolate, a handful of blueberries, a nibble of something or a few pretzels. I didn't even want anything. Odd. 
I weighed in at 110 this morning. The last time I weighed this little I was 16. That's 5 years. How awful. But I am here now and I will keep it that way.
Today might be a little difficult but I am going to do my best. I have a bowl of oatmeal in front of me and I am going to try and not finish it. Then I work from 8-12 and then I am going to lunch and hanging out with my best friend. We are going to this little mediterranean place around the corner. I know they will have healthy options so I have to get one of those. Usually I go for pita and hummus and tzatziki. and we usually split that so I am hoping it goes well. I will try to eat 200-300 for lunch. no more. then I have not made plans for dinner so maybe i can just have a veggie salad no dressing. then my brother's football game.


Saturday and Sunday might be hard for me to get on here... I am going up to visit my family in good old PA. Middle of nowhere. Mountains. Quietness. Beautiful. I love it up there. There is internet but I can't remember if it is wi-fi or not... 


I love you girls!!
Stay strong and thin!!
<3

Thursday, September 1, 2011

My hair dresser has left :-(

So I have been going to the same girl for years... almost 5 years and I found out today she has just stopped cutting hair all together! so sad... I hope the girl I have an appointment with is good too. I am so nervous actually. Next tuesday at 5:15... I am getting my bangs (fringe) cut back in... It is time for a change but I love how long my hair is these days. I have been growing it to "boob" length for a couple years and it is finally there! 

Other notes.... I gave myself so many rewards for getting below 111. It means I am technically "underweight" which makes me happy! I am supposed to go get my jeans tailored... I might wait until 109 for that now. 

          I need to get to 107 by September 21st for Fleet Foxes
Then I need to get to 105 for the 25th... my birthday! :-)
I want to go out and get drunk on my birthday.... 
I feel like I am rambling....

Intake: oatmeal:120
             fiber one bar : 90
             fruit strip thing : 60
TOTAL: 270
Feels like more... I am going to have a big salad with no dressing for dinner.  

Love you all and thank you for the wonderful comments!!!! 
<3
I LOVE EFFY!














Progress Photos! At 110.6

Et voila!



I did not buy any food groceries this week so I am going to buy a full length mirror sometime this weekend :-) 
Waist: 22.5
Hips: 31
Butt 34
Thigh: 18

<3
August 1 weight: 124.8
September 1 weight: 110.6