I am beginning to wonder if this is real. Am I really 110? It is hard to believe. I don't feel like I am underweight. Granted it's only a pound underweight. Still... I found myself questioning reality this morning while I was walking the dog. It may seem weird but my favorite time of the day is sunrise. It means the start of a potentially great day and I love the crispness of it. I hope it is real. I don't want to wake up and find out I was dreaming all of this. I don't want to wake up and see that I really am more like 125 again. It is a weird feeling right now.
So last night I managed not to eat after 6:30. That is really impressive for me because I usually have something at night like a little piece of chocolate, a handful of blueberries, a nibble of something or a few pretzels. I didn't even want anything. Odd.
I weighed in at 110 this morning. The last time I weighed this little I was 16. That's 5 years. How awful. But I am here now and I will keep it that way.
Today might be a little difficult but I am going to do my best. I have a bowl of oatmeal in front of me and I am going to try and not finish it. Then I work from 8-12 and then I am going to lunch and hanging out with my best friend. We are going to this little mediterranean place around the corner. I know they will have healthy options so I have to get one of those. Usually I go for pita and hummus and tzatziki. and we usually split that so I am hoping it goes well. I will try to eat 200-300 for lunch. no more. then I have not made plans for dinner so maybe i can just have a veggie salad no dressing. then my brother's football game.
Saturday and Sunday might be hard for me to get on here... I am going up to visit my family in good old PA. Middle of nowhere. Mountains. Quietness. Beautiful. I love it up there. There is internet but I can't remember if it is wi-fi or not...
I love you girls!!
Stay strong and thin!!