Friday, September 2, 2011


I am beginning to wonder if this is real. Am I really 110? It is hard to believe. I don't feel like I am underweight. Granted it's only a pound underweight. Still... I found myself questioning reality this morning while I was walking the dog. It may seem weird but my favorite time of the day is sunrise. It means the start of a potentially great day and I love the crispness of it. I hope it is real. I don't want to wake up and find out I was dreaming all of this. I don't want to wake up and see that I really am more like 125 again. It is a weird feeling right now.

So last night I managed not to eat after 6:30. That is really impressive for me because I usually have something at night like a little piece of chocolate, a handful of blueberries, a nibble of something or a few pretzels. I didn't even want anything. Odd. 
I weighed in at 110 this morning. The last time I weighed this little I was 16. That's 5 years. How awful. But I am here now and I will keep it that way.
Today might be a little difficult but I am going to do my best. I have a bowl of oatmeal in front of me and I am going to try and not finish it. Then I work from 8-12 and then I am going to lunch and hanging out with my best friend. We are going to this little mediterranean place around the corner. I know they will have healthy options so I have to get one of those. Usually I go for pita and hummus and tzatziki. and we usually split that so I am hoping it goes well. I will try to eat 200-300 for lunch. no more. then I have not made plans for dinner so maybe i can just have a veggie salad no dressing. then my brother's football game.

Saturday and Sunday might be hard for me to get on here... I am going up to visit my family in good old PA. Middle of nowhere. Mountains. Quietness. Beautiful. I love it up there. There is internet but I can't remember if it is wi-fi or not... 

I love you girls!!
Stay strong and thin!!


  1. you're doing so great it's unreal

  2. You're doing so well. It might be hard to believe, but you've actually done it and you should be proud :)

  3. You are truly amazing and I think I speak for us all when I say we are so proud of you for making it this far keep going. You are beautiful!

  4. I find myself doing the SAME thing! Looking at the scale and somehow always expecting to see 123 LBS. But, this morn mine said 110. And I think, "that cant be right, right?" Crazy. But, then I fit into my skinny pants with no muffin top where there used to be one. How do I still feel like a failure? But great job sweetheart you sooo deserve it.
    Stay Strong and Skinny:)

  5. Congrats on being 110 you worked so hard for it,you are so amazing :)
    <3 stay strong and stay skinny

  6. You look taller that 5'5"! Sunrise is my favorite time of day too, for the same reason. Sad cause everyone seems unhappy a lot, and also, I find a lot of them triggering. I'll be okay though. Thanks for your kind words! <3

  7. I do the same thing. I find it so hard to actually believe what I weigh most of the time.

    The middle of nowhere for a weekend sounds lovely. x


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