Had a cigarette. yummy. full of energy! listening and dancing to some old music.
hot hot heat.
i used to blast this stuff from the bathroom when i would purge and purge until i was empty. i like the up beat-ness and words and stuff. i like the piano in the background. that was like years ago. back when i was just 17. five years seems like so long ago but so close now. weird.
weird mood right now.
i love cigarettes.
i want to be a skinny girl. i want to be care free and happy. i want to have crazy happy dreams.
i had this dream where i saw this guy with a huge piece of glass sticking out of his stomach and then he pulled it out and then he had to pull his shirt out of the wound and then he just had this open wound and i couldn't stop looking at it. the weirdest part was that i wasn't grossed out. usually i would have been.
anyways... i am going to sleep so i can wake up early and get my essay done before class and the homework... i sooo procrastinated to the max.
love you all! i commented on some of your blogs!
have a happy tuesday tomorrow if i don't get a chance to blog!