A swan of swans

So today was alright. For some reason my stomach has been getting very full very fast. it's good for weight loss :-) for lunch i attempted to eat some chicken, just grilled chicken and i could only manage like 4 or 5 bites. after that i was so incredibly full! good stuff


so i saw black swan today!!! finally :-) i absolutely loved it! i saw it at the dollar theater and can't wait to buy it and watch it over and over! 

SHE IS GORGEOUS!!! Skinny and not super skinny. She is just brilliant! Watch leon the professional if you haven't yet!

Much love!

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Much Needed Thinspo .....

I want to be able to wear thigh highs :-)

Some great thinspo for the start of a lovely new diet plan :-)

Thank you all for your lovely comments!!

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Monday of Mondays

I resisted eating a lovely lindor chocolate ball last night! I was so proud because usually i eat one chocolate every night and it is the first time in quite sometime i made it without one. sort of a ritual so i am glad i broke it.


Intake : 501
Out Take : 696


Total : -195!


I have fallen into my old ways and i am good with that. I start by exercising like crazy. I just go and go and go and go... Today: I ran 5 miles today. Then I did an at home workout : leg lifts, crunches and such, and then I stretched for like 30 or so minutes. Then I went shopping for my wedding band. I swear I walked and walked for so long. I finally came across the perfect one and I can't wait for it to arrive :-) Oh and I am about to burn another 100 or so calories jogging in place. It will probably end up more like 150 or 200.


I know I eat a lot but I try to make up for it. I started this way last time and after about 2 or so weeks I started eating more like 200 calories and then none. I will be skinny soon.


I love you all! I won't write much more but I will post more thinspo! 


Think Thin Girlies!!


Oh and I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE BLACK SWAN!! It's coming to the indie theater near me and I am so excited!!!!


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Thinspo On a Thursday!

I want to be able to do that :-)

Some day...

Some real and some celeb...

Hope everyone is doing well!!

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Calorie Burning Site to Check out

Check this out!! http://www.healthstatus.com/calculate/cbc This site will calculate the amount of calories you have burned for just about anything! They even have card playing in there. It's pretty cool.


So It is Friday!! So far I am sure that I am in the negative again :-)
Breakfast: 1/3 cup oatmeal with cinnamon and 2 tsp dark brown sugar: 130
Exercise: Leg lifts and some ballet : 136. I guess only negative 6 but I am about to do some more ballet.


I used to be crazy about ballet. I was actually pretty good. I made it to the highest levels in all of the schools I went to. In the US, France and England. I lived in Europe for 5 years... When we moved back to the states I kept with it for a while but I quit when I went to college. I miss it. So I have started just dancing on my own at home. It really is a great workout. I think its funny when people say dancing isn't a sport. Its more than a sport. Its a sport and an art form.


Anyway, I need to get back to exercising! I will read the blogs I follow and comment and then time to exercise :-)




So I did not get to finish my post yesterday of my calorie intake and out take:


I also ate some chicken for dinner and had a salad for lunch and a fiber one bar.
I tried not to eat the chicken but I did. I did resist from eating a piece of chocolate before bed. Chocolate is my weakness and I usually eat a square of dark chocolate before I go to bed.... I wish they made "diet" chocolate....


Total intake: 460.
Total out take: 410 (Walking around campus and walking up stairs and driving)


Total over all: 50


Not too bad. I thought It would end up worse than that.


Good Luck to all!!


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