A swan of swans

So today was alright. For some reason my stomach has been getting very full very fast. it's good for weight loss :-) for lunch i attempted to eat some chicken, just grilled chicken and i could only manage like 4 or 5 bites. after that i was so incredibly full! good stuff


so i saw black swan today!!! finally :-) i absolutely loved it! i saw it at the dollar theater and can't wait to buy it and watch it over and over! 

SHE IS GORGEOUS!!! Skinny and not super skinny. She is just brilliant! Watch leon the professional if you haven't yet!

Much love!

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Wow Its been like 3 months!

Ok so things have been crazy for the past few months. my husband has deployed recently and so i have gotten a little off track. i have still been running a lot... i now run between 2 and 5 miles every other day ish. sometimes when the weather is just beautiful i don't want to stop and just keep going haha. i wonder if any of the people I used to follow are still around...?
on the scale... I am 117. ugh. so like 3 pounds up from my last entry i think. i have been horrible with food lately. i don't eat a lot but i eat awful foods. like chinese last week. and a burger on yesterday (i only ate half but still). i dont always eat dinner but then i will have chocolate before i go to bed. it has just been a mess really.
i need to get back with it. i should be on here every day i think. so please help me keep on track.

just a little happy note: somehow i have managed to keep the space between my thighs :-) i want to make it bigger though like how it was a few months ago. i think i was down to like 111 around christmas...

been watching antm :-) i wish i was tall enough... only 5'5''

think thin thoughts!!
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No Gain, No Loss :-(

I am still 116. Blerg. I wish the scale would go down. I seem to be getting thinner but not weighing less. Stupid muscle weighing more than fat. 


I have been doing homework and such for so long my eyes hurt. I need a break. It is only day 2 of classes really, but the snow days screwed things up. so the teachers are making us make the classes up by giving us extra homework. whoopie. 


i sound sort of angry and down but i am not really. just a little tired.
i am reading the chuck palahniuk books. Lullaby right now. I have read survivor and snuff so far already. i want to read them all i love his writing!! he is the author of fight club and choke if you've maybe seen those movies or read them. i love him. like a mix of vonnegut and don delillo. yum


i am going to do a mini-workout now and then shower.


hope you all are great!!


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A Wednesday for Wednesdays

So the wedding was of course amazing and I was at 114 for it. Maybe less since I didn't hardly at all for the two days before and during but I also didn't have access to a scale. 114 was the last weight i had seen on the scale. 
I am 116 now which isn't the worst like I said but I know I need to get to at 112. 


So as for the measurements I have : 

November 26th :                           January 12th : 

waist : 24 inches                          Waist : 23.5 

bust : 32                                       Bust : 31.5

hips : 32                                       Hips : 31

butt : 35.5                                    Butt : 34.5

thigh : 19.25                                 Thigh : 18.5 

wrist : 5.5                                     Wrist : 5.5

bicep : 8.5                                    Bicep : 8.5

Weight : 117 .5                                Weight : 116

With only a pound and a half down since Nov. 26th that is terrible! Argh!

I have lost inches though and the space between my legs is great!! I put my knees together feet forward and no part of my thigh touches the other one! That was one of my major goals the first time around. I do not know how it didn't happen or I was too busy counting calories and all that I forgot to actually look at myself in the mirrir for progress. I was mainly worried about the scale by the time I got to 115 and then after that until 107.

Oh and I went to the gym for an hour and 30 minutes today :-)

Anyways, I want to put up pictures but I am afraid they will show up on like google or something and someone will see it. We'll see.

I hope you all are great! I am going to comment you now!

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Sorry It has been forever

Well the holidays are over and I have gained 2 pounds. I guess it isn't the worst really but I need to get back on track.


I hope you all did better than me over the hard holiday time.


School has started back up but unfortunately the weather has been awful so I haven't been able to run for like a week. I went to the gym instead but even now I can;t get there because of weather.


Obviously the ABC diet was aborted shortly after the wedding.


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